:)

One pint of Hoegaarden.

A glass of Reggae Sunburst.


Anymore to come?


:)

My surprised early 18th b'day. :)

OMG!!!!

Yesterday even though I kinda expect there was a b'day party, *no idea when* I still didn't expect it to be yesterday! I thought I was really accompanying Aeries to starbucks so that she could go for the interview! After computer graphics class, she said she wanted to hand in her personal starbucks interview paper to them, so she seriously went down so fast and I really have no idea why, but well I just followed along. While walking to starbucks, Dustin was following behind and I also thought he was following us to starbucks too but in the end he didn't come in, so I assume that he was already going back since he live so far away. Of course, after Aeries handed in her paper I was wondering why, why not go back to talk to them, but I was duped into believing her alibi. HA HA HA! Yeah! Same for the alibi that ask to to stay till 9 for dinner. :D

We're halfway talking when suddenly Teri came in.
I thought no one knew we were at starbucks!
Teri suddenly said that Rachel was sick.
I thought that Rachel was okay for the whole day and THEN I was feeling kinda suspicious. Teri is like kinda halfway dragging me out. ;P


Then Mr. Big Surprise came.


Then before I could even reach the door, I was whispering to Aeries and asking her what's going on and SUDDENLY through the glass door of starbucks I could see everyone waiting at Brussels! I was seriously so surprised until my legs were shaking! I can hardly walk! LOL!
I'm so touch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everyone came for my b'day celebration! EVERYONE!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
*i'm going nuts, ha!*

Anyway, they gotten me a really really nice huge *well to me was huge* chocolate cake. I felt like a celebrity surrounded by paparazzi's. HA HA HA! Never once in my life I felt that way. :P

I made my wish and after that, I was forced to take out the candles by my mouth. Roy wanted to push my head into the cake which I would really hate it and luckily he didn't. Thank God!

BUT

In the end, Azrin tried to push my face into the cake but I pulled back. HA!
But he tricked me 2 times again and again, by putting chocolate on my face.
After that, Eddy gave me a pint of Hoegaarden which I have been wanting to try.
I LOVE IT MUCH!

Brussels also gave me one of the photos that they have taken yesterday.
:)


My surprised early 18th Birthday!
:)



LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS!

Singing makes me happier.

Singing lightens my burden.

Singing lets me let out whatever feelings I'm having at that moment.


LOADS.

Reflection

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day, is as if I play apart
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I can not fool
My heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
In a world where I have to
Hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that i�m
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There's a heart that must
Be free to fly
That burns with a need
To know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that i'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?

Yayy!

I can't believe it!

I can't believe it!

I can't believe it!

I can't believe it!


I have free concert ticket to go for AAR's concert!
Wheeeeeee!

Plus it's on my birthday.
Yayy!


Talking about birthday,

1st
Don't you dare show up on doorstep with seriously freaky costumes.

2nd
I'm not giving out free sweets, trick and treats are out. :)

3rd
I guess that's it. For now.

Torn

weirdness

Today, went to IACT PARTS meeting, around 12 something and of all horrors, i think we're gonna be a gospel choir. Gosh! Nooooooo. Why? Seriously why???

I can't say anything but WHY?!!!!!

Crap!

Emo.

Shit!
I'm getting so emo again.

Can't believe I cried so hard again,
which i don't even remember when is the last time i did so.


*Gulp*